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Friday, January 24, 2014
Patching pieces together
We baked Hollyhock spiced carrot muffins for snack and cocoa banana cake for dessert. I forgot to put the milk in the cake and we didn’t have a bundt pan. When I fliped the cake onto the rack, it broke into pieces. I lost my cool. I needed to feel good about something I could control and I thought that having snack, dinner and dessert ready by 4 pm would make me feel good. Like a small victory.
I feel like I am coming apart at the seams. My edges are frayed. There are holes in my patience, rips in my sense of humor. I put lots of frosting on the cake. Patching pieces together. Mending my soul.